You know what hurts a lot.....when you know what is happening and you are trying to tell others.... friends and family...loved ones....and they don't believe you....no matter what.... I met a lady, here in the park that I live, today..... She is like you and I!!! She is the only one here in the park!!! I was ecstatic!!! We spoke for a few hours about what we know... then I spoke with someone that I'm very close to.... that is awake to some (certain) things.... but other things he calls.... conspiracy..... and that is what I was told AGAIN..... so.... there went that..... I was so excited to tell him about it.... Well.... I won't have to tell him anything again.... I've been awake for so long.... it is hard at times to have a "regular" "conversation" and I feel very Bored around "normal" people... but yea it hurts.... a lot.... So here I am pouring it out to "You" my "friends" and "family"